intruduce my self

My name is Mariyatul Qibtiyah syam
I'm better known by the name qibe, qiqib, qidar, maria, etc
I'm now in high school bekasi 304
I was in Grade 2

only a few months I will face national exam (UN).
honestly I'm scared.
with the higher value of graduation standards.

and of course I'll go to college.
I'm still confused.
want to major in what?
but I've got bayanga.
majoring in international relations (IR), photography, broadcast, or secretary.
but, all of them still do not believe me.
many considerations here.
about the ability of my brain, about the cost, even about which university I choose.
my dreams are entered in the university cities.
after all this time I was in private school, I wanted to schools in the country like what my parents expected.

but the academy will be the ability of my brain knows that is not too smart.
I was lazy, I will not themselves be kemampuankku.
but I want to make me oarang who during the mini meremahkanku be proud of me.

My biggest hope now is to pass the examination next year and be able to get into a university city.
and I'll be able to explore my abilities again.
so I can make my parents trust me and Raquel.
and I want to be successful seprti kakaku.
I even wanted to exceed his success.

amin...